Speak the truth even if your voice shakes

amber. 23. I couldn't tell you where I live. the truth is I get bored with everywhere I go and so I never seem to settle for long. I'm a runner, I'm a leader and I'm a fighter. I don't have the slightest clue what it is that I'm supposed to be doing with my life. I don't think anyone really does. I may not be a good role model. I don't think I would ever want anyone to be like me. not even my kids. I lost my best friend on may 22 of 2012 and it still seems unreal every single day. I question everything because of it. I am damaged, emotionally. And I'm not quite sure that that bothers me anymore. I am what I am and I really don't care. I just want to find a girl who can understand my sarcasm and humor and still carry an intelligent conversation. intelligence is a really sexy thing. I don't really ask for much. I just want to make someone happy. Someday there's going to be a girl that will fall in love with me. She's out there somewhere. I just know it. Ask me questions. or don't. I'm just here to entertain myself.